"They don't come here because they don't need tuition for Maths, or they don't like you?"
They = My friends.
Sometimes when friends go behind your back and tell someone somethinig that isn't true, it doesn't mean they're backstabbing you. It could mean that they just want your attention, because you wouldn't give it to them unless they call for it. So when someone tells me that one of my friends told them something about me, which isn't true, why on earth should I be hurt? It wasn't a bad thing. It was just...not true.
Backstabbing is something each person takes differently. But most with negative approaches, evidently. The truth is that I do not care, because these people are my friends. And friends make mistakes.
So when someone asks me a question like these, I have only one answer.
And the answer is it's because they don't need tuition for Maths.
My friends won't really hate me, because none of them need the extra pressure of mantaining a fake friendship. That is just purely immature, and I expect better from 16 year olds.
If ever a time comes where I find that one of my friends were really this immature, well, then I just pity them. Because I won't cry for people who have nothing else to do in life but seek my attention. People who are merely obsessed with me. Thank you, though =)
But my friends are people whom I love, and trust. Well, most of them. The one's I don't trust, I still love.
And I know - yes, I know - that they love me the same way.
It's a bit egoistic. But everyone knows that I love myself more than anyone.
I'm not selfless. And I hope you know that.
But I'm not that selfish either. And I hope you know that, too.
By the way, even though you made me all defensive, I like that. So thank you for making my day worth while. I love you, too. Good luck on your M3 test next week. See you around.
Love,
DanceWithMeTonight - Y
Monday, December 21, 2009
Mathematics
Posted by DanceWithMeTonight at 3:33 AM
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4 comments:
I prefer to think backstabbing is an act of betrayal. Only a person filled with hatred and filth who back stab his/her friends.
Almost everyone in life will betray us in one way or another, though....nobody is perfect =D
Yeah. I really hate it if someone would betray me. All my life the last I ever want is to have a betrayer by my side. In the same time, I really hope I never do bad to people - i dun want my past haunting me.
narvindran, been there done that..
yash: aww.. me lovey u too, yash! u do love me, right? i am the MOST of the rfriend that u trust and love, right? i better am!
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