Sometimes, in life, we don't really know what is we want. Like today, I was hit by almost the same conversation twice. What do you want to do in life? The thing is, I really don't know. I've thought about it over countless nights. I've thought about it during the day, too. I think about it all the time. I sometimes wonder if I'd prefer someone to guide me through everything. Like, tell me what to do all the time. But I don't really like the idea at the end. Because no one can really understand me like I understand myself. And I will only have myself to blame if my life mounts up to a tragedy. That doesn't sound too bad. It's hard to watch other people have dreams and ambitions. I truly don't get how they can choose to do only one thing for the rest of their life. I know that work is something each of us have to succumb to, but maybe...just maybe it doesn't have to be. Do I really have to become a lawyer and convince other people that I am right? Do I really have to become a journalist and convince other people that I am real? Do I really have to care about the society that surrounds me? I know the answer is yes. It's simple. Because I know that there is really nothing else to care about. I need a path, and hopefully I will find one in the next year. It's the last year to decide. Wish me luck.
Love,
DanceWithMeTonight - Y.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
In life, we always have a choice.
Posted by DanceWithMeTonight at 11:29 AM
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Don't Worry.. Whatever Choice You Make, You Know There Are People Who Will Back You Up. Good Luck :)
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To be honest....we can never truly know what we really want in our life until the 'ah-ha' moment comes.
The facade of life is really deceptive; people say its mainly about about securing a job in a good company, marrying a love partner, and raising children. Not true at all.
Take me as an example. For me, life simply means about finding the true meaning of happiness.I see nature as a Mother, God, and the sanctuary that provides perpetual peace.
I wish to visit every natural places (Fjords, Archipelagos.etc) and exult in the peaceful atmosphere that surrounds nature.
I want to feel its magic. I have more dreams and aspirations...each promising true mirth and peace.
The long and short of it is....we sketch our own future...our own destiny. (What do u wan 2 do in life? - doesn't only mean dreams and ambition). basically, we can do anything we want.
You will find a path that leads you to enlightenment.You will walk on the path and find a bright future unfolding before you.You SURELY will. You just don't know when. GOOD LUCK TO YOU!!
P.S. Never say life is worthless. It only plunges you to a deep, bottomless abyss. You may never get out from the abyss.
(Sorry if the comment is very long and complicated.)
Your friend,
Narvindran.
I know that life doesn't really have all this boundaries I seem to talk about. But isn't money a necessity? How do we live out lives without dreams and ambitions when we have no power to fuel whatever it is we want to do?
Obviously, you need to work,and get money, yes. But you can use some of the time to seek your enlightment. Its not like you will work for the rest of your life.
As i said, no need to worry about that right now. When the times comes, you will know what you need in your life. Just sit back and enjoy your current life.
That's all I can do =D
That sound like a tough life out there...
Scary and big...
another reason why i love God.. He knows us the best (duh, He made us!) and i trust Him enough to guide me... i really don wanna pick.. i really don wanna blame myself when it ends badly... but i believe that with God, things wont go wrong... He loves me... and He loves u too... ^^
oh that why part time! work and write.. who say cannot?
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